105: Not You

I want my freedom
You want yours
But the time we’re together
I adore.

I’d give it all up
Just to be with you
To take time and find out
If we’re one or two.

I really don’t know
It’s a scary thought
But I’d like to see you
More and more.

I try to speak
And choke on my words
‘Cause I know you’re not ready
For those things to be heard.

Slowly, slowly
Is the only way
But I find it harder
With each passing day.

I don’t want to fall in love
Unless it’s the same for you
I’m scared to admit
How much I wish it was true.

I look elsewhere
Hoping to find
Somebody else
To distract my mind.

But it’s not working
Because all I do
Is sit across the table
And compare them to you.

Lady Satellite