36: Alone

Alone is a feeling,
not just a situation;
a sense of isolation, or worse
of intense desolation;
a place inside,
that nobody knows;
because they do not ask,
or you do not show.

Alone can happen,
in a crowded room,
disconnected
from the chatter and hum;
something stopping you,
from reaching out;
with words and gestures,
to bridge the gap;
some silent fear,
holding you back.

Alone can be welcome solace,
like a comforting hug;
when you’ve been in company,
but not as yourself;
playing a part,
to suit everyone else.

Alone can be your enemy,
or perhaps make it your friend;
as perspective changes,
so reality bends.

Lady Satellite