206: Trust

I have sought
but have not found
a reason to retreat
to higher ground.

I fear the delusion
of wishful thinking
and question my motives
for enjoying and believing.

How do I trust

that four letter word
after a life of pain
have I found the reverse?

I question this vine
that binds us together
are you strong enough
to withstand all weather?

Then day by day
I see bright new shoots
and feel the earth move
as it puts out more roots.

Blossoms adorn it
soon the flowers will set
a beautiful crop
of the sweetest fruit yet.

Lady Satellite