191: Addiction

Love charges around my circuitry making connections like never before.
Endorphins have me skipping from crest to crest as if these great ocean waves were solid.

All fear gone, I dance with abandon, joyfully expressing my soul.
Dipping down into the trough I throw handfuls of blackened water to the sky and laugh as droplets shimmer when exposed to light.

Withholding nothing, I revel in the freedom of feeling all.

Diving into the water feeds my hunger to know myself through new experiences.
Pushing down I reach the quiet depths where a broken vessel teaming with life and colour is a wreck no more; claimed by the ocean, re-purposed and made beautiful again.

Lady Satellite

175: Uncovering The Blues

Blues isn’t just music
it’s an outpouring of anguish deep within your soul.
I can no longer listen
I know this now for sure.

All music is powerfully expressing
The attitude at your core
This sound wave jars most painfully
With the joyful rhythms of my heart.

My soul just wants to dance
But this mournful
Not quite pentatonic key
Won’t allow my legs the chance.

I will not compromise my level of vibration
By choosing this again
The experiment is over
Time hasn’t changed a thing.

I thought perhaps with sparkling company
I could replace those troubled memory vibes
That by laughing and loving in that place
I could move on from those negative emotional ties.

Thought I could appreciate the blues
Without the distraction of that aggravated man
But discovered something greater
Blues music, knew that fan.

That pain deep within his soul

Was the reason he was there
And the reason I couldn’t stay
Was floating melancholic in the air.

To truly love the blues
It must speak to the essence of who you are
Of being incomplete
Of anguish, loss and deeply hidden scars.

I am grateful for this understanding
For the illumination of this fact
I could never love a blues man
Because my heart is still intact.

Lady Satellite

90: Look Into My Eyes

Can you look me in the eye?
If you can’t, I’ll say goodbye.
Can you hold, my gaze a while?
Let me see you, without guile.

Eyes tell me, about your soul
They let me know, if you are whole.
If in you, I am to trust
I need to see them, that’s a must.

Eyes have been my greatest fear
When full of hate and oh so near.
Now they are my greatest asset
Guiding me, displaying your facets.

In all your moods I want to know
What is revealed by your globes.
If there’s love your eyes will shine
If there’s hate then you’re not mine.

Lady Satellite